More Changes

I don't know what it is about waking up early, but I know that 6 hours later, I'm always feeling so drained. 
I don't know if it's the complete lack of naps or the fact that my body hates me when I wake up at 6 am.. I don't really know. 

As you can probably see, I've made more changes to the blog, adding stuff, moving stuff around.. as I become more and more aware and okay with the blog, I'm making it more original. Or at least, as original as a complete internet-illiterate person possibly can. 

I forgot to do a lot of things lately. I didn't call the shelter, I didn't book S' stomach ultrasound and I haven't packed yet. 

I'm just.. not ready to face change once again. I've become comfortable and I don't want my life completely upside down again. I don't like it. I think it's terrible. 

I'm scared of the future and the unknown. Is this a sad fact? You tell me.