I have been thinking.. there's a lot of things that I need to figure out. I know that I have to fix myself. I need to go back to being who I was... no. Scratch that. I can't change the past. I can't go back. I know if I could go back, I would change a few things.. but would I really? The past is what makes you who you are today, but the future makes you who you want to be, right?
When I look into my son's eyes, I see promise, happiness and innocence. I see opportunity, hope and faith. I see no judgement. I see purity. I see adventure and discovery.
A while back I had thoughts that I don't belong on this earth. That people could benefit from my absence. But through experiencing traumatic loss, I've discovered just how much I value my life, and life in general.
"The most difficult thing in life, is to know yourself."
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