Okay, my last post was a little weird. What I mean by that is that it didn't really make any sense. It was just this awkward little thought I had. I gotta stop posting like that.
So. things went by really quickly today. I still haven't found a place, but after S and his physio appointment, and the child worker coming, I made some phone calls and I actually got a bed to sleep in now, so I don't have to be so worried.
But, here's the deal. I'm moving to live in a shelter for women fleeing from abuse, but it's an entire city away! Actually, small town of like.. 300. D:
I don't know anyone there except for ironically, my abusive ex-boyfriend, which I am not too happy about.
The last thing I need is to be going for a walk with S and having him randomly show up behind me, or spot me and try to talk to me. Awkward..
I called today, and I leave tomorrow, after my first therapy appointment.
Can you see why my anxiety feels like it's in full swing?
I feel a little bit awkward about going back into therapy. I don't really want to go back to therapy, because of my awful experiences from my last time I was in therapy.
My aunt called them to ask if there was internet available, and they actually weren't sure, but I'm bringing my netbook anyway, just in case. That way, if there is, I can find something to do when it rains or something. And to blog, of course. I hope there's internet, damnit. I really do.
I can't be stuck in the middle of nowhere, AGAIN, without any internet access. >>
*hugs*
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