I hate changes. I hate when things change. I like routine. I like structure. It completely fucks me up when I'm not "in order".
What bothers me..
I'm completely
When I'm around people, my mind empties and I'm like this hollow being. I follow orders, however fucked up they are. I'm completely obedient.
It's like, I'm not even my own being. I belong to someone else.. robotic.
I think what upsets me about it is that I was raised that way. I was raised to keep quiet and follow orders. I was taught that someone else's opinion was more important than my own, and I should take what's given to me.
"The most difficult thing in life, is to know yourself."
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