Friday, September 23, 2011

Hello few followers, 
So much has changed since I have blogged last. And there were times that I decided to 'blog' without internet so my last few posts were just random rambles about whatever I was thinking on those dates. It's kind of what it's like when I write in here. Just random posts, pictures, quotes and all other miscellaneous things I decide to put in here. My blog has been a diary for the most part. But, since I can't find a single soul to listen to me in the real world, I might as well go ahead and let all of Internetlandville read what I've got to say. 

Sure, most of the time I'm writing anonymous posts about me ranting on about something I don't like; whether it be about myself, my town or my situation, and most of the time it's probably not all that interesting, but I don't really care. This gives me an outlet to vent, and although I find myself not a teenager anymore, I still got a little bit of angst left inside. 

Right now I am trying to figure out what about my life that has been eventful so far. But, unfortunately, I can sum it all up into a few key points. 

  • Lost my job
  • Went back to school
  • Started a fling with someone
  • Continued going to school
  • Lost that fling with someone
  • Realized I actually cared for that someone
  • Started doing nothing but sleep a lot and go to school
  • Got behind on my assignments
  • Now, just sitting here typing all this up, distracted while trying to summon up the energy to even bother doing my assignments....
That basically sums it all up. I got selfish and foolish and didn't use my head and got hurt. Again. I don't understand why I let myself get hurt. Is it for the thrill of it all? I don't know. Also, by losing my job I also lost my source of income so I'm kinda screwed on rent money too. Oh, and since these last posts I have moved twice. I'm hoping this time that this place is more permanent, but I'm also hoping that I can get some income. Geez! 

Well, I better get started on my assignments before I lose all energy and procrastinate for yet another day. 
Until we see each other again, Southpaw Gypsy. 

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