Well hello there people,
Yesterday's post wasn't what I expected it to be. I was actually expecting to write a serious update to my blog, but it ended up being a pathetic attempt to rant about anything and everything. Kinda like what I predict this post will be like too. Kinda like a jumble of different thoughts, just like thrown out there, out in the open, for everyone to read, and think I'm completely insane. At least I don't write like. every. word. is. it's. own. sentence. I write semi-normally, and I tend to keep it in the normal range about as often as I possibly can.
I'm sitting up in bed after staying up way too late last night. It's after 2 pm already, and I'm feeling lazy.
I have plans to hang out with Sarah tonight. I want to bring my computer with me, that way I can use it while hanging out with her.
I hate that I'm hardly able to use my computer these days. I brought my computer upstairs last night so I can keep it for myself. I wake up this morning, and it's not beside me. It ended up being downstairs with my mother.
I mean, if it was with me, beside me, and I was sleeping with it, it generally means I'd like to keep the damn thing for myself and doesn't give you any sort of permission to be able to use it.
I'm watching the internet connection flicker on and off, while I'm typing this. Makes me believe that I might not be able to "publish post" successfully without the damn thing screwing up and me losing what I had written down. And the whole draft thing really doesn't work for me either, that's why sometimes I have to do the whole "cut and paste" thing.
Shit. I'm going to hang out with Sarah today, but I just remembered that I had made plans with Katelyn to hang out today as well. Here's hoping that she doesn't remember this...
Oh! And Katelyn wants me to be godmother! She said that I am best suited for it because of my love of children, and even Justin agrees. That and I am her best friend ever, we've been through hell and back together. It's true I've been there longer for her than any other person in her whole life. I feel really honoured about that.
Oh! And I babysat 7 month old Carissa overnight on Friday for the first time. Angie was skeptical at first only because she only left her overnight at her god parents' house, and only once. But, she assured me that she trusted me, and that made me happy. And it was a good night. I woke up at 4 am, Carissa was up by 6 am. And I wasn't really the least bit tired, I was just paranoid and making sure nothing went wrong. I admit, I was nervous, but I did a great job, and I'm proud of myself.
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Blah. I don't know what else to talk about. I hope this internet thing stays around for a while. I don't know how long I'll be able to use it, but so far it is coming in handy, especially considering that my cell is no longer working, until I can find some money to put it back in working order... and that's at the end of the month.
I don't get any privacy anymore. When I want to be alone, I have a ton of people cramped all around me. Jesus. Something tells me that I won't be able to be alone for a very long time.
Well, I'm going to get off this thing. Sorry for the jumble of crap, it's kinda how my brain works lately. Jumble of crap and walking around like I'm drunk.. not good.
Well, I'm off for now. Before this stupid connection conks out on me again.
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