I don't know why I bother to put myself out there.
I don't understand what I did to ...
For someone who wasn't into it at first, I feel pretty devastated now. I feel extremely hurt for putting myself out there. I feel... used and confused. I'm...heartbroken, yet again.
I feel sick. I'm upset that I gave into something my heart knew wasn't a good idea.
I knew that he was still hooked on his ex-girlfriend. Yet I figured.. I hoped..
But he says there's no spark. He feels nothing. And I actually feel... something.
But there's nothing I can really do about it now.
"The most difficult thing in life, is to know yourself."
